good evening!


ok, so maybe this isn't a few days or a few weeks. but i figured since i'm online, having a relatively secret meeting, i might as well blog. today had a wonderful lunch with mummy at marina after her deliverly. eighty rims of paper to bnp! coupled with the whole stack of mathematics 2006 prelim papers i carried up three levels and half way across school, by the time i'm 19, i would have huge arm muscles! *omg* but i guess it should be relatively ok, my body shouldn't be expanding anymore...should it? nevertheless, i'm still rather glad that i have arm muscles! *giggles* so after lunch, we rushed over to bishan to watch a movie. most probably my last movie before the end of the 'a' levels. the movie itself, was great! john tucker must die. it was a rather typical i suppose. the usual, guy break many girls' hearts and they all get together to get back at him. the innocent girl is caught up in the middle, and then, her conscience catches up with her. she has a revelation, and admits to her actions but in the end, everyone who had a part to play learns the moral lesson behind the entire thing and volia, the innocent girl gets the best guy suited to her! but i suppose, why i keep going back to these "chick flicks" is most probably the romancing plot after all, i am a hopeless romantic, the awfully cute guys, the very much trendy clothes and who can forget, the fairytale ending. but if you're up for a slightly heart felt show, where you finally see the girls in total control, you should watch the show. *smiles*


other than that, my day has been relatively boring. i got the mathematics prelim papers from other schools. i started on it, and yes, it was slightly all right. but to tell you the truth, i'm still not exactly very confident. *sigh* and listening to all this talk about university. sure, my desire to go to university may have been fueled yet this feeling that i might not succeed has not gone away. i wouldn't say it has intensified, because i am fairly confident for my other two subjects. general paper is subjective. i just pray they give us good questions, and i don't stupidly choose a hard question or something i really am not interested in. but that aside, i'm fairly confident in economics and history. however, if you fail any one subject, you fail your entire 'a' level. and i can not imagine what i would do if i failed. sure, it may not seem to be that bad but...*sigh* this is giving me a headache. i think i better go and get some sleep.


tomorrow is another exciting day! we would be going for lunch with aunty veronica and then going to an old folk's home to interact with the old people there. i think we'd be helping them feed the elderly. and entertaining them? me and mummy bought moon cakes for them today. and the container is really interesting! it looks like an olden chinese food containter and there is a latch in front. it can hold a total of four moon cakes. it really is very interesting design! wells, i think it is getting late. i had better go and sleep soon lest i be grumpy tomorrow. i know i don't need to be taking out my annoyance on the old people, i might get kicked out of the home =X


so yes, i had better get going. i will most probably tag either saturday night or on sunday. but i do have tons of homework to be completed so perhaps not. that history papar 3 to be done, along with paper 2 sbq, and then mathematics prelim paper from jurong junior college. yes, it has only been one week back to school and it is already this hectic! but it will all end all too soon. i just have to perservere *smiles* take care, god bless. love you all!

<3 you always