good evening!


just spent the last few minutes stretching into the dark corner of my room to plug in the three pin plug to my computer and boy has my body been stretched! i never knew i was that long, but as they say, you learn a new thing everyday! anyways, with regards to my previous post. apparently i am still not able of leaving that place yet. mother still wants to return to that place, and she has pointed out a few valid points

1. he doesn't seem to know what is going on
2. why don't we stay to annoying the evil-ness out of them

and hey! amanda doesn't mind doing whatever has been stated above. *smiles* after all, a guide is supposed to do a good deed a day! i guess this might actually cancel out all the rest of the days of my life =X ok, amanda is talking nonsense right now. anyway, i decided to check up some words in the dictionary, just so you know what you're believing in and well, hopefully you'd see how stupid you look believing those rumors.

scandal: malicious gossip
rumor: information spread by talking but not certainly true
gossip: casual talk especially about other people's affairs

just thought i'd let you know what nonsense you're believing in. and hopefully, as i've stated above, see how stuipd you look. i never believed in gossip or rumors about people in this church when i first came. if i did, i wouldn't have made much friends now would i? and trust me, you don't wanna know the things i've heard because they might really make you blush in shame. but that is beside the point. the point is, i do not understand why you believe in something that you know nothing about? would you rather believe a friend or a passer-by? even if the situation looks like it could be plausible, that doesn't mean it is necessarily true! what is wrong with you people?! but nevermind, i can hardly be bothered. sundays are just going to be the only days i socialize, with the people i actually care about that is. as for the weekday masses, i'd interact with those people who actually want to interact with me, and the rest of you can go to a corner and talk amongst yourselves, because i'm sick and tired of hearing all your nonsense!


now that i have got that off my chest again, apparently he isn't as innocent or as obedient i thought him to be. i had thought that with the whole issue with me, he'd listen to her. but he's still out there on the playing field. i wonder whose the girl on his arm now. and obviously, she's still clueless about it. i really wonder, what would happen if she found out. that he's still got a girlfriend. or maybe, just maybe, he can be with any other girl, except me. but whatever the case, i wonder what she'd say if she finds out he's still got another girl on the side. i've got this itching to really ruin his life, should i scratch it or leave it?


i got to head to bed soon. have found some interesting job offers in the newspapers recently. hopefully that they'd still be looking for people when i'm done with the exams! i really need the money, to pay for my uni education or even to pay for other needs of this household. *sigh* pray for me won't you? i need to get some sleep, thanks for reading! take care and i'd blog again soon! all my love.

<3 you always