stand by your side


i cry and you comfort me
im lost and you hear my scream
so it's hard to watch you falling
when you run so deep in me
you live in me

gonna stand by your side now
let me kiss all your tears away
you can stay in my arms now
and i know i can make you believe again

i walk but you can run through fire
i search for reasons and baby you inspire
but i know somebody hurt you
and i know you really need a friend
well you can take my hand

gonna stand by your side now
let me kiss all your tears away
you can stay in my arms now
and i know i can make you believe again

so when you're feeling like you can't go on
don't you know
you never walk alone
and you live in me

gonna stand by your side now
let me kiss all your tears away
you can stay in my arms now
and i know i can make you believe again

i'm gonna stand, stand by your side
kiss all your tears away tonight
i'm gonna stand, stand by your side
make you believe again
i wanna look in your eyes now and see you smiling again



that is stay by your side by celine dion from the cd "one heart". ever since i first heard the song, i had wanted to write a short story, not wholely based on the song, but somewhere along the lines. because it was sung by a lady, obviously the girl's going to be the one doing the comforting and all that. but then, when i listened to it the other day, there is always that possibility of the guy being the one who does the comforting. after all, girls are more prone to emotional breakdown than guys are. [no offence to any lovely ladies out there, i'm a lady too!] but thinking about new story always brings me back to my current stories that i had yet to finish or even yet to actually tie up loose ends! well, seeing as how amanda always includes sequels. *grr* so i suppose this story has to be put on hold, just like the current development of joseph and leanne, born out of boredem with exams. and my sudden fascination with dance. but that shall be left for another time, and the writing would probably be done during bored hours at work, or plain boredem at home, although i doubt the latter would ever happen!

so, it has been two weeks into my final year examinations. and my thoughts and feelings so far? i think i'm totally screwed, and yet, the success of some papers just gives me that glimmer of hope. i know i should not expect so much, however, how do you expect me to expect to fail when i know that i might not be able to handle it. sure, i might think or say that i'd take whatever happens with a understanding heart. but still, i cannot promise how much my beaten up pride can take with my own family. talk about understanding nevertheless, i really doubt i'd give up, if the outcome really is that drastic. amanda is a survivor isn't she? anyhow, the next papers are econs and history. i would love for more time before history, but i'm sure i'd be able to cope. i just hope panic doesn't overtake me and my brain doesn't decide to let me down at the last minute. i am going to de-stress for a while before heading to bed. tomorrow is another big day...

but before i go! i must absolutely tell you about the new overcoat my mummy got for me for when we go to hk! it's red, perhaps to the slightly pinkish side but at least i'm a girl, it wouldn't look that bad. but anyway, it's up till my knees and would go absolutely terrific with my boots! and if it doesn't, i'd just have to get a pair of boots at hk to match! *smiles* and the best part of this entire situation? it cost only five dollars! yes, you read that correctly! isn't it amazing! how much you can actually do with your money! so to all those who insist on having branded goods, it's really not about the brand, it's about the look. *wink* but i wouldn't say i'm a fashion expert since my mother does have better colour co-ordination than me but really, a few hundred dollars for a top, skirt, bag, shoe?

good night! take care! thank you for reading, and i'd see you guys after the exams! fight to win!

<3 you always