good evening!


since my last post, there has clearly been ups and downs. well, i wouldn't say there have been more downs since i've yet to actually count the situations. but let's just go through my week shall we? starting from where we left off, tuesday night.


wednesday was spent going on errands to get the items i needed for grad night, as well as my cheque. after which i waited for at least twenty minutes in the blasted sun for the bus to come, and when the bus came, i had to stand all the way which even though i was in my track shoes, the balls of my feet hurt! but as usual, seeing the girls always make everything much better. sat around and talked to ethel till mummy came with my belongings because we were going to be sleeping in the performing arts room. shallow i know but wells, we needed our beauty rest before grad night the next day. i got mummy to bring my half done mask and ethel helped me with it! it turned out to be really pretty, glittery and feather-y. i am frankly too lazy to blog about what happened during camp so, maybe you'd have to go blog hopping and maybe stumble upon a junior's blog or someone else who has more free time and isn't dead tired. next up, grad night.


to say it was dead boring is going a little way overboard. yet to say that i had fun, is very much a lie. although i must admit, i did have some fun moments. after mummy dropped me off, waited around for familiar faces. or rather, familiar faces that would acknowledge me. saw gen, never took a photo. saw michelle, never took a photo. saw jean, never took a photo. saw mindy, never took a photo. what kind of dumb idiot brings her camera with entirely empty memory discs and not take as many photos as she could. and as of now, i've got less than 15 photos to be developed. i suppose this is good in a way, save money on developing photos would equal to more money for other uses. well, the food was good and i ate everything that was on my plate, aside from bones. saw ethel after the event to take photos, i think that was the only time i smiled so wide. my dress was all right, aside from trying to keep myself from tripping and keeping other people's feet off my dress. there were close encounters where my dress almost got stepped off. omg! hmmm. there really is nothing else much to be pointed out. i don't think i'd remember this grad night as i would my sec4 grad night. but i must admit, i liked my dress, shoes, hair and body much better at this grad night then i did at sec4 grad night. i suppose it does come to square. in a really twisted way, don't ask me to explain my twisted logic.


friday was spent in bed. it must have been the drink i had when i came home and sleeping at 1am. i messaged sam that i wouldn't be coming into work, don't really know if she got it. if she didn't, i'd just get a scolding tomorrow at work. that afternoon, me and mummy watched the two dvds that were sent to us. and it was a wonderful time! freaky friday and daddy day care. touching and heart warming. dinner was egg with cheese and wild mrushroom soup. at night was watching ghost whisperer and after that, prison break. well, that was about what i did on friday. we were suppose to go out for dinner, but i guess we were both lazy and it is hardly we get to stay home and laze around.


saturday was uneventful. aside from my early morning call from uncle vincent whose helping out with the bulletin. and i swear if i don't cultivate more patience until the next time i have to deal with him, i'd quit and never look back. the rest of the day was spent lazing around and evantually sleeping at 2am. and that is the reason i'm now yawning endlessly and would be heading to bed soon. *yawn* church today was surprisingly great. could be the presence of jess coupled with seeing elvin without all that cold tension in between. although my mood was dampened by uncle vincent and someone else, i guess since i'm still alive and not in jail, would testify that the day was on overall, a good one. if my sentences don't make sense, forgive me, i'm really very tired. after church went to j8 where we had lunch. saw ben gen's ben and yi fen. after lunch we went ntuc shopping where i got new face wash. to get all this dirt off my face. after that we headed up for ice cream, and boy was i filled. that would also lead to me not eating dinner today, as well as nothing else since i left j8.


ok, i'm sorry but i really can't take it. i need to go and sleep before i fall flat into my computer. to elvin, who tagged, i miss the hugs too and i never did get one to you today. remind me next week won't you? well, unless the tension doesn't return. as i've told you this afternoon, don't train too much not you just might disappear into thin air. hehes. take care of yourself ya? *hugs* love you. to jessica, you got to come back to church more often! i miss you, and i need someone to poke when mummy isn't in a good mood =X anyhow, take the stuff and get something to make yourself smile, you definitely deserve it! *hugs* take care babe! love you. well, i should be going now. next saturday, 16, planning on an early outing with the girls. two movies followed by mass later on at night because i'm leaving on sunday morning at 4am. i was thinking of inviting someone else, but nevermind, amanda shall not start world war III. so yes, my bed looks inviting. and i've also cleared my table, somewhat anyhow. so i've got space to work with and i'm planning to keep it that way! i do love space, really i do. ok, i'm beginning to blabber. nights! *pulls reader into a bear hug* sweet dreams. *smacks a kiss on both your cheeks* love you!

<3 you always