good afternoon.
yes, i am at work. but i'm only here before i'm awfully tired. i can't stop yawning, and the music isn't exactly keeping me awake or away from the grasp of sleep. and i did sleep early yesterday. earlier than i would have usually. 10.30pm. and i woke up at 7.30am this morning. a total of 9 hours of sleep, and here i am, sitting at the desk yawning! i don't ever recall being this tired in school. but nevertheless, the typing is somewhat keeping me awake. and i think i would try searching for more addresses online if i really get too bored, and up till the point when reading my book wouldn't even keep me awake for another 5 minutes.
my reading has been cut back on. i suppose this is either really addictive or maybe i'm not such a slacker anymore. hahas! and when i go home, i'm too tired or to busy to read. *sigh* but no worries, i will continue reading. after all, it is one of the only things that can calm me down. i wouldn't know what i would do if i didn't have books. and no, i don't mean school books. although history books can be really interesting to read.
when you don't have to take down notes or remember the facts, word for word. this whole education thing is still on my mind. and maybe, that is what is stressing me out. but i assure you, that isn't the only thing on my mind. but i suppose, the other things on my mind are not exactly up for discussion or for your viewing. but really, what should i do? but before that, i need my results wouldn't i? *sigh* this is beginning to give me a headache and i'm getting even more tired. my eyes are watering because i'm yawning too much! *argh*
mummy just messaged me. she's going to sleep because she has a bad headache. i hope the headache clears. i am really looking forward to swimming later in the day. the feel of the water on your skin. the silence when you're underwater, only the soft sloshing of water in your ears. i really need to get back into the pool, and hopefully to put some energy into me before i decide that i can't continue this before the end of july comes. well, i'm thinking of bringing my discman, but it is spoilt and i don't want to be more irritated with it than listening to it. but listening to the same songs everyday can be annoying at times. at least with my discman, i can change the cds or something. or i can even listen to a song i like over and over again. the radio, all i hear are the same songs over and over again, and i don't even really like them. despite having heard the songs over and over again for the past few weeks. damn. i'm yawning again. maybe i should just go. take a walk to the ladies or something.
i'll post again soon. there's so much talk about chinese new year. and it only seems like yesterday that it was feb 2006. and another one month before that fateful day. hopefully, no nightmares, no flashbacks, no memory. and if i get though that one day, i will be happy. just happy. please tag! i'll love you for it. *hugs* love you.
<3 you always
