good afternoon.


it has only been two days since Sunday and i'm still feeling so tired. i don't know why, but i just do. and still, no matter how early i try to get to bed, i'd lie there for hours on end before i finally slip into a dreamless state. it's horrible really. maybe it's the music i listen to before i sleep every night, but i wouldn't be able to sleep with the silence humming in my ears or the faces i see in my mind or in the dark. it just wouldn't do, i'd have more nightmares than my current dreamless state. so yes, maybe i should just try sleeping early for the next few days and exercise more. maybe swimming until my limbs ache would be a good way to get to sleep when i get home. if only my body isn't smart enough to live off the endorphins i work up. maybe it's times like this i should take a day off and sleep the day away in bed. in silence and warmth.


the better part of today has been spent with my book. the new guy came in today and samantha gave him the computer i was working on because the sony one was not functioning properly. i was delighted for a while, offering my service to photocopy items. that was until they set the sony computer in front of me. so now, it's me and this computer again. but i'm sure we can forgo our past differences and start a new. i'm always one for starting a new, especially this new year. well, yan did help me with cleaning out the computer, so it runs slightly faster now. hopefully after what yan does to it tonight, and leaves it over night, it will function much faster tomorrow. please, i'm very desperate.


so i dropped my book off at the library today. i was suppose to come out with two more books. the other books in the irish trilogy, tears of the moon and heart of the sea. but i came back with five books. the two anthologies were because of a moment's fancy. the last book, it was so thin i think i would be able to finish it under a few hours, with concentration and no distractions. but we'll see. maybe this saturday, or sunday i'll just lie in bed, all cozy with my comfortor and air con turned on and read. it would be a very good few hours. *smiles* obviously my music would be turned on. amanda can't do anyhing without her music now can she?


well, i doubt i've got much more to say. going to mass tonight. when are we moving to the air conditioned room?! i'm not trying to be pushy, but it really would be nice to be able to wear layers because of the air con and look good. or rather, my good looking clothes are sometimes more warm for my liking. well, i really should get going. i haven't done much today and i should get something finished. all rights, thanks for reading. thank you to jesse for leaving a tag. hahas. *hugs* all my love.

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