be careful, you might lose something important

"be not afraid of life. believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact." william james

"be not afraid of greatness. some men are born great, some achieve greatness and some have greatness thrust upon them." william shakesphere

"appreciation can make a day, even change a life. your willingness to put it into words is all that is necessary." margaret cousins

"those who can laugh without a cause have either found the true meaning of happiness or have gone stark raving mad." norm papernick

wishes are a dream your heart makes

straight 'a's for my 'a' level.
cd player cum radio.
a set of close and really good friends.
flat screen monitor.
creative zen.
memory cards for my digi cam.
charms for my charm bracelet.
head phones.
more books for my reading pleasure.
playboy print wallet.
jars of clay cd.
corset top with lace and strings.
that special somone to brighten up my day.

Sunday, January 07, 2007

loving you at 3:36 AM

good morning.

yes, if you have found this blog again. or if you got the new address from me, i have changed my address. don't ask me why, but i guess i would just like to erase any subtle connection i may have with a certain someone. it really is time for me to move on. anyhow, this post will not be long. i need to be asleep soon. i have to get up on time or even earlier than on time because we're rushing to church. after which, we have to attend ma cho's first anniversary ritual thing. and you know mama, if we're late or if she doesn't have enough time to do everything, that's goodbye to my happy sunday. and i suppose after my stunt this evening, i doubt she'd be very happy tomorrow morning. but you know something? i really don't give a damn. i guess this way is really much better than wanting to inflict bodily harm on someone or kill someone. indifference is always the better option.

anyhow, i have started writing again. but i've hit a block, where whatever i write seems to come out as long winded. and it just seems to be moving along extremely slowly. but no worries, hopefully tomorrow my juices will get flowing again and everything will be back. and it does help that i do see scenes in my head that i want to write. as well as my plots. even though some of the plots are for new stories. hahas. well, i really should get going. it is 3.30am and i need to be up by 5am. damn. well, good night and sweet dreams. and to anyone who may have the unfortunate luck of talking to me this evening. i really wasn't in the mood. try watching korean drama for at least 5 hours while dying of heat. and then changing in under 30 seconds to go out and collect bread. then sitting in a car with the perfume thingys which gave me a pounding headache that i doubt i would have noticed if i slammed my head into a wall. and then, missing my 10pm show because we made a damn stupid detour. followed by me deciding to lock myself in the room and listen to my music before i hurt myself or something or someone. well, i really should go going. thank you for reading, and don't be a silent reader ya? loveya.

<3 you always

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the girl
~amanda germaine~
~~eighteen~~ going on nineteen
ijian. cjcian.
cancer. 23june1988.
single, ~~available~~ and enjoying every minute of it!