good morning.


cindy is in hospital and i'm here by myself. who knew that it could be so lonely in the workplace without someone here? especially after i survived well on my own in citibank. but i guess that's different, when the people were nicer and i wasn't working solely for the cash. but anyhow, i was majorly pissed yesterday. my temper seems to be on a very short leash, and i really am not bothered to reel it in. i've got so much work to do that i really couldn't be bothered. besides, everyone else takes coffee breaks and amanda just goes on working. it's fucked up but what to do? when i read, they stare. i can almost imagine telling them that they take at least half an hour for a coffee break when i take 5 minutes to read a chapter. and they take numerous smoking breaks, and all i do is sit here and work. omg, i hate my life.


ok, enough of demoralizing myself. swimming was good yesterday. hit the twenty laps. but i got a cramp in my foot so i couldn't continue. argh. but nevermind, i'll just eat less these few days since i'm booked for thursday and friday. thursday i have the magazine meeting at 8pm. and on friday, i've got mass at 8pm as well. tonight is st anthony at 8pm. tomorrow would most probably be mapling. god knows i need something or somewhere to release my frustration. and actually, swimming is a rather good outlet. including the fact that the water is freezing and i get a good work out. all the while cursing people. hahas. not a good thing to do at the same time, but i don't think i thought about work at all. the water is just too cold to not enjoy and the silence is great, even when you have to continuously moved to avoid bumping into people. although i wouldn't mind bumping into those solid chests. hahas! amanda and her imagination. but i must admit, there were some rather nice looking chests that i wouldn't have minded bumping into. hahas! wells, aside from the nice chests there were large waves and strong winds. waves caused by the people swimming and the wind, was natural. hahas. well, my eyes are squinting. i think it must be the cold and dryness. i really should go. maybe i'll blog again later in the day or tomorrow. we'll see how. take care. god bless. thank you for reading. i love you!

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