Sunday, February 25, 2007
loving you at 12:52 AM
good morning.
yes, according to joshua, it is really early in the morning. i might have to be going soon, mummy is coming down from jurong to pick us up and send us back. yes, i'm not at home. currently am at nick's place. i can't do this, not know and probably not ever. it really sucks not being able to say what you actually feel, or even talk to someone about it. i wish elvin were awake. at least that way, i've got someone to make me smile. but josh is here, i really am truly thankful for him.
i only wish for your happiness, even if it means forever darkness for me.
<3 you always