good afternoon.
apparently there have been a change of plans.
mother insists that she wants to follow me tomorrow.
and when i refuse, she whines.
so i have no choice but to say yes.
*sigh*
i really don't know how i'm going to react tomorrow.
i think god's letting it rain, so it'll wash my tears away, come tomorrow.
i want to say i've got people to fall back on.
people who'll help to pull me up when i'm at my lowest.
but i'm so afraid to depend on people.
because i've been let down so many times, i just don't believe in angels anymore.
i want to believe in you.
especially when you say you'll be there for me, no matter what.
but i've learnt never to trust guys who have no control of their hearts.
because i've been let down, one too many times.
but i want someone to lean on.
someone's shoulder to cry on.
someone to hug me.
someone to tell me that everything will be all right.
maybe i'm looking for them in the wrong places.
but what are the right places to look for friends?
we'll see what happens tomorrow.
maybe i'll survive, maybe i won't.
<3 you always
