good morning.

yesterday's dinner was fun as usual. i always have fun out with lynn and aunty veron. it's almost like a crime to not have fun when you're out with them. hahas. we had dinner at M hotel. it was really nice! and cooked salmon is nice ^^ especially the way they made it at the hotel. hahas. lynn and aunty veron were happily having their salmon as me and mummy ate salad. it was hilarious when me and lynn decided to toss a salad ourselves. hahas. there really wasn't much to put in so we added smoked chicken although i'm not supposed to be eating chicken with this throat of mine, we never do listen to the rules do we? and the potato salad. hahas. mummy and aunt veron said that it looked like we just mixed a bit of vegetable and then added the already made salad on top of it. hahas. but it was fun. desert was chocolate! at first i wasn't really full after having dinner. then we had cakes, the small ones that come in a small plate by itself. and then i was full. but not that full as i still had chocolate coated marshmellows ^^ it's been such a long time since i've taken chocolate foundue. and yesterday's chocolate was indeed heavenly. hahas. after dinner we headed up to the bar for drinks ^^ and yes, it is true. alcohol does keep me awake. wide awake. after the drinks, which was pretty dull since there was music and we were sitting right in front of the live band. hahas. on the way back to their place i fell asleep. and then woke up to keep mummy company on the drive home. and then, it was prison break ^^ it's pretty cool how my whole week is filled with nice late night shows. it's just a wonder how i get up every morning and go to work. hahas. but i'm guessing that once school starts, i'd have to change my schedule. can't be late for classes, especially not when i live so far away from school. hahas.

talking about school just makes me want to sit here and sigh till no end. it's easy to wait in silence for the letters to arrive, be they bearers of good news or ill tradegy. either way, it's much easier to sit and wait in silence. but mother just had to bring that topic up on the drive home yesterday. what if i don't get accepted into any of the universities i applied to? i really don't know. hahas. but one thing's for sure, i'd be the first black sheep of the family. hahas. and it is probably without a doubt my grandma will start nagging at me the moment she sees me awake at 2am gaming. i'm sure even my mother will start. -sigh- i think i'd probably start working and take up a part time degree or diploma in accounting. that way, i guess i might be able to get a higher paying job. but enough about that now, my mood is already on it's way down to nothingness.

there is nothing to talk about my love life. hahas. do i even have one? hahas. whatever it is, i'm not even going to think about it. because it really doesn't matter anymore. nothing really matters anymore. -pout-

i really should go, i'm already beginning to yawn. how i'm going to survive today and go jogging tonight, i have no idea. but i'd make it through. someway, somehow. i'm out of here, maybe i'll blog another time when my mood is high ^^