i wish i was doing this behind a door,
because then you might not hear me.
but we can't always get what we want.
i don't know how to say this.
i don't know why.
i don't know why i'm feeling like this.
the pain just won't go away
no matter what i do.
sometimes i wonder if the pain will go away if i stabbed myself.
you say we don't need a reason to love someone.
i don't have a reason.
i don't have a reason why i'm falling for you.
i don't have a reason why i'm still falling for you.
i don't have a reason why i love you.
i love you.
<3 you always