good evening.

if you happened to stumble on this blog, i've moved. 10 months it's been since i started this new blog. as opposed to my two year running blog i've had before. remember the dark and gloomy one where all i wanted to do was die? yupp. i moved on from there to here. and now, i'm moving on from here to my new home. a home, hopefully forever in paradise.

these past ten months have been very much a rollercoaster ride. some dips i haven't blogged about, most highs i've gushed about. but nevertheless, even without blogging, i'd still remember every one of them. well, i'm trying to erase the dips. not the lessons mind you, just the memories. some are indeed too painful to keep.

i can safely say that i've grown within the past 10 months. from that awkward JC girl, to hopefully a lady whose going to make her mark in the world. [really, i don't know where all this optimism is coming from!] sure i may not have done well in the 'a' levels, and that is solely my fault. but this was the life i think i've always secretly wanted to live. to work and to study. to balance out the two, and have the best next few years of my life.

relationships were a thing of the past at the start of January 2007. that was until Nicholas. my heart fluttered. and ignored almost everything else i knew was true. then came along the man i thought was going to make me the happiest girl alive. but made me cry more tears than i knew i had. i must admit, there was always that temptation to just jump back into my old phase. the razors, the crying, the darkness. and then you came along. J. everything that's going to follow is cliche, overly romantic and has possibly been repeated by at least a million people around the world. but i can tell you this, when you're in the middle of all of it. you can't help but be cliche.

hahas. yes, it ended there. because it's time for bed. you want to know more about my baby? stay on my other blog. hehes. oh, the webpage is http://youplusmeequalshappiness.blogspot.com do go check it out! actually, it's undone yet. the template wouldn't load. but hopefully it'll be up and running before my birthday! and even before the guides campfire. hehes. tata!

<3 you always